London
Snart bara 2 veckor kvar! Jag har fått godkänt i alla kurser och en ny lägenhet att flytta in i. Nu i mitt rum finns det en säng och en garderob =) Finns inte plats för skrivbord i mitt rum så jag har tittat på laptops bord på www.argos.com , detta var fint...
Sedan har jag ju en liten hylla som förhoppningsvis får plats. sedan hoppas jag att få sätta upp åtminstone en hylla på väggen.
Jag på ett Lejon , Trafalguar Square!
Jag o en Kompis från en fest! Fint kort =)
När jag kommer till London vill jag gå till en bio som verkar skithäftig. Man sitter typ i skinnfåtöljer eller skinnsoffor med fotpall och middagen serveras innan! LYX! Istället för att gå ut o parta är ju det ett perfekt alternativ eller en fin biodejt ;)
Kolla www.electriccinema.co.uk ! Va mysigt o ta ett glas vin där i baren o slå sig ner bekvämt för att se film! Yeyy me love
Ett kort på de underbara tjejerna som jag ska flytta in med =)
Så nu ska vi se om det finns något på tv:en! Idag jobbade jag 8-13... imorrn samma tid. Sedan natt igen på torsda... tycker om att jobba natt! oki pöss pöss
Sedan har jag ju en liten hylla som förhoppningsvis får plats. sedan hoppas jag att få sätta upp åtminstone en hylla på väggen.
Jag på ett Lejon , Trafalguar Square!
Jag o en Kompis från en fest! Fint kort =)
När jag kommer till London vill jag gå till en bio som verkar skithäftig. Man sitter typ i skinnfåtöljer eller skinnsoffor med fotpall och middagen serveras innan! LYX! Istället för att gå ut o parta är ju det ett perfekt alternativ eller en fin biodejt ;)
Kolla www.electriccinema.co.uk ! Va mysigt o ta ett glas vin där i baren o slå sig ner bekvämt för att se film! Yeyy me love
Ett kort på de underbara tjejerna som jag ska flytta in med =)
Så nu ska vi se om det finns något på tv:en! Idag jobbade jag 8-13... imorrn samma tid. Sedan natt igen på torsda... tycker om att jobba natt! oki pöss pöss
Mad for being sad
Feeling ungrateful for being sad
I am mad at my thougths and the perspectiveof life
Feelings are irrational cutting my chest with a knife
Loneliness seems so close and desperate
I dont want to need you
I dont want you
Logic flies out the window
as does my mind everytime you claim me to be in the wrong
I know what you want
Bringing me unhappiness to make yourself feel alive
You hurt me to see if youre important
that you can have an affect on people
I thought you were something else
but you are pain and everything that follows
you're the excitement before a dangerous fall
you're the blood that run's from my wounds
the chock i am in when i realise what's happened
The fall doesnt take me anywhere
I got to jump for me and not for you
Confusing is the right word
Im Jekyll and Hyde
But never your bride
Future is forward and you are backward
The option I choose is up to me
If I want to bleed I know it's on my shoulders
Nobody but me can stop you
Stepping on me like I am a carpet
which you wipe your shoes on
I feel dirty and it's my own fault
I don't blame it on you
If I didnt let you it could never have been
I forgive myself
I forgive everybody that ever hurt me
Because I wan't to be alive
By healing myself and acknowledging my importance
I am important and so are you
Get off my carpet and get your own
I found what I was looking for
in the midst of the chaose
there was one person being still
and it was me
I am here, I am now and I am the future!
I am mad at my thougths and the perspectiveof life
Feelings are irrational cutting my chest with a knife
Loneliness seems so close and desperate
I dont want to need you
I dont want you
Logic flies out the window
as does my mind everytime you claim me to be in the wrong
I know what you want
Bringing me unhappiness to make yourself feel alive
You hurt me to see if youre important
that you can have an affect on people
I thought you were something else
but you are pain and everything that follows
you're the excitement before a dangerous fall
you're the blood that run's from my wounds
the chock i am in when i realise what's happened
The fall doesnt take me anywhere
I got to jump for me and not for you
Confusing is the right word
Im Jekyll and Hyde
But never your bride
Future is forward and you are backward
The option I choose is up to me
If I want to bleed I know it's on my shoulders
Nobody but me can stop you
Stepping on me like I am a carpet
which you wipe your shoes on
I feel dirty and it's my own fault
I don't blame it on you
If I didnt let you it could never have been
I forgive myself
I forgive everybody that ever hurt me
Because I wan't to be alive
By healing myself and acknowledging my importance
I am important and so are you
Get off my carpet and get your own
I found what I was looking for
in the midst of the chaose
there was one person being still
and it was me
I am here, I am now and I am the future!
Thanks for letting go
Didn't know what to say or do
wanted to say so much to you
mostly to get things off my mind
Too much drama, suffered pain
No fucking sunshine and I hate the rain
Always on my mind
An illusion of you that wasnt true
Im growing up taking responsibility
Seeing things for what they were
Reality is truth why would I suffer more pain with you?
Wihout you i am fine
you made me sick constantly on my mind
Its not your fault though
I need to grow up it shows
Connection was crazy but not true
you could never do it the hard way
Where there was two you only saw you
So much to say to you but mostly to myself
But in the end of the day...
The words arent enough and I'll let it be
Thank you for letting go of me
wanted to say so much to you
mostly to get things off my mind
Too much drama, suffered pain
No fucking sunshine and I hate the rain
Always on my mind
An illusion of you that wasnt true
Im growing up taking responsibility
Seeing things for what they were
Reality is truth why would I suffer more
Wihout you i am fine
you made me sick constantly on my mind
Its not your fault though
I need to grow up it shows
you could never do it the hard way
Where there was two you only saw you
So much to say to you but mostly to myself
But in the end of the day...
The words arent enough and I'll let it be
Thank you for letting go of me
