Sofia

Darkness comes too soon it seems
capturing illness in my dreams
complicated matters simple in december
rain outside every day I can remember
Contradicting myself each time
different perspectives in my mind

A need to be cared for
a sun to warm me by the shore
conclusions from yesterday is still lingering on
nowadays they are good for none

forget and forgive and long you shall live
the words drops out of my mouth like apples from the tree
I am stumbling on my words when I am not me
Judging me with black eyes from my head and down
I need not to care so I turn around
Away from the piercing looks on her face
I start to pack my suitcase

Beam of light lights up the street
I think is this real or just the way I feel
Suddenly I hear a voice
He says it is for you to make a choice
All those people weren't judging you
In front of a mirror judging you
You stood there everyday
but never had something good to say
If you only looked to see that light
you would have known everything was alright

My child, the voice continues
I am hear for I have the truths
Take away the darkness from your eyes
For I have descended from the skies

Live in darkness or live in light
you will determine what is wrong from right
I look for the beam of light again
In the mirror my face is still the same
but my inside has slightly changed...


To be continued!